Saturday, January 31, 2009
then I treated myself a 50 cents Mc Donald Sundae Cone.
I love their Sundae Cone here coz it has very strong MILK taste, plus, it's cheap > 50cents
I was lucky to have met Tony, the examiner from City West center.
If not I would not have passed so easily.
And if I really failed yesterday, I would really really cry for the examiner to see, for my 500 dollars.
And If really failed, then like what fren said, it would be KNS. KNS!
Feel like cubit-ing him now. Tony is so cute :)
damn i must be out of my mind.
Sorry I'm over excited now
writing also out of order
Thursday, January 29, 2009
I often FAIL in my life. Many things.
I fail in school exams, I fail to entertain people, I fail to earn more money, I fail to remember small things in my life, I fail to fulfill other people's wishes, MOST OF THE TIME.
But tell you what, I AM NO 100% FAILURE.
I do succeed in some areas, but of course, just very few of them.
Success comes with a price, and very often, successes are VERY EXPENSIVE.
To me, hard work is only sap sap water. The "really" "hard" thing is mental suffer. When you expect something to happen, you have hope. When you have hope, you'll get disappointed easily.
To suffer psychologically is very bad. You get bored easily. You'll lose direction in your life. The worst thing, YOU WILL EVENTUALLY DOUBT YOURSELF.
When you doubt yourself, GAME OVER. Bye bye. You'll dive into a bottomless sea and never get to the surface anymore.
But I always believe in one thing when coping with serious challenges:
"Prepare for the worst, and work the best out of yourself."
This theory keeps me running until tonight. Tomorrow? Dont know.
Please let meeeeee PASSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
I DONT WANNA FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
轰 轰 轰
就像颗 火种 和 烟花
Saturday, January 24, 2009
p.s: Grandpa, I miss you, I love you :) wish you another healthy and happy year!
Friday, January 23, 2009
lets start this loong looongg loooooooooooooooong tag post!
1. The last person you tagged is?
Lee Chee Theng
2. Your 5 impression of him/her?
Smart and outstanding, a person that read a lot, have weird taste for songs like me(some songs), cool, a person with very special characteristics (Big fan of Leeds and Guinness)
3. The most memorable thing that he/she had ever done for you?
Erm.. He tried to send me a movie from Sarawak through MSN, but I had to go offline halfway :(
4. The most memorable word he/she ever spoke to you?
" Were you the goal keeper at school?"
5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will…
Erm... That's a scary idea
6. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will…
I dont have enemies
7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on…
He has to go Thailand and perform somesort of surgery.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, it is because
He killed me? AHAHA
9. The most desirable thing for him/her to do is
To go watch Leeds Utd games with Guinness on his hand. Maybe.
10. Overall impression towards him/her is
A very special guy.
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Weird(people who do not know me) and Fierce(for my students)
12. The character for you yourself is
Ever-thinking. My brain never stop thinking.
13. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself is?
Get easily distracted.
14. The most ideal person you want to be is
I want Einstein's IQ
I want Daniel Craig's body
I want Jude Law's sexiness
I want Obama's eloquence
I want Stephen Hawking's imagination
I want Bill Gate's wealth
I want Mother Teresa's patience
I want George W. Bush's super-thick-face
I want MY OWN FEELINGS TOWARDS LIFE.
15. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her?
Haha..that would be my Dad, Mom, Brothers, Sisters and friends.
My life would be NOTHING if I was born without them.
16. TEN people to tag
5. Blue Ice
7. Yee How
10.Doc on da skateboard - ing
17. Who is #2 having a relationship with?
Nobody i guess
18. Is #3 a male or a female?
19. If #7 and #10 got together, would that be a good thing?
One is a family guy, one is a brilliant girl, walau.... it would be a good thing leh
20. How about #5 and #8?
girl-girl mana boleh
21. What is #1 studying about?
1 is a high achiever back in school, now studying MEdicine.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Quite often. Most of them are forced to read LiveStation, by me:P
23. Is 4 single?
Quite complicated. Relationships plunged into uncertainty this afternoon.
2 has very good temper...he let me cubit him for years. A very very nice man overall, cheerful and is always able to share his joy with other people.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
And at the same time, he also vowed to shut down the Guantanamo Bay's prison;
but why am I still here?
H . E . L . P
M . E
O . U . T
* I know this is not funny, and I mean it.*
Monday, January 19, 2009
Thanks to SS, I went to the cinema for the very first time here, and watched the movie titled " 7 Pounds". SS treated me a cup of DOME mocha drink and the ticket as well.
At first I thought "7 Pounds" is a comedy or some sort of movie related to how people go on diet and lose weight, but wait, it is the totally opposite.
Starred by Will Smith(my all time fav actor), this film is not quite a blockbuster compared to the other recently-screened movies, but it is such an emo one, to me.
I can be very emo sometimes, but surprisingly, this movie is SUPER SUPER emo. I was stunned even after walking out of the theater, amazed by how delicate the plot and settings of the movies are; most importantly, it's Will Smith's masterful body language that had successfully delivered the main ideas of the movie.
It is simply a fantastic movie. Meaningful, moving and touching.
7 Pounds begins with how Ben(Will Smith) was looking for good and decent people, who needed help to continue with their lives. He desperately tracking down Emily Posa, Ezra, and a few others who was having troubles with their own lives, so that to ensure that they deserve helps.
Emily needed a heart transplant, Ezra needed a pair of Eyes, and so, in the end, Ben committed suicide and donated his heart and eyes for them. Besides, Ben also donated part of his liver, and his bone marrow while he was alive, and helped a single-mother to settle into his house, before he finally kill himself to donate his organs for both Emily and Ezra.
The reason why he did that, is mainly because he was feeling guilty after causing a car crash that killed 7 persons, including his loved one, his wife.
Througout this 2 hour long movie, Ben is constantly testing and determining the people he is about to help, and also being tested at the same time as he stumbled upon Emily who he fell in love with, at last.
I highly recommend this movie to everyone of you here, I can assure that you will THINK and FEEL alot from 7 Pounds, by Will Smith, and it is probably going to change your mindset and attitude towards life.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
No people should be made victims for the sake of religion. No people should ever make religion as an excuse to victimize others. I hereby strongly condemn BOTH Hamas and Israeli government for their selfish actions to spark another never ending dispute and pain in the strip of Gaza. Treasure the food and water we consume, and a good night's sleep that we often forget to appreciate.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Have you came across a situation whereby you make friend with a person because you know he/she has got what you want? And perhaps so, you even think that you can make use of him/her for your own good in the future?
It is sad that people nowadays are so realistic, demanding, and self-centered.
I have a few "friends" of that kind as well, but at least I'm not irritated because they did not cause me much trouble, and most importantly, I'm not like them.
People have been asking me to approach a certain group of people, mix with them, so that I can retrieve some benefits that they claimed, would make my life easier. Yes, I know it helps a lot to have friends giving you a helping hand when you're alone and in trouble, but, IS THAT the ONLY reason why we make friends?
Haiz... So scared I'd be like that one day.
Friday, January 9, 2009
I am serious. It was really a tsunami.
It happened right after an airplane flew by my friend crashed into the Swan River.
If this thing happened in BM, then Tokun would have been destroyed by half of its original size.
No joking. 做人不可以乱乱放飞机。
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
and what is Pondan?
Let's give them a rock.....
Here comes the story of a chinese boy
when he feels sucks he say "Damn you , ok?"
when he go to school people call him "Hey there! gay gay!"
when he fail his test, his momma cut him like cooking a stingray
Ugly girl chase me I say "you wanna get me yo ?"
I say "you gotta wait till i say so"
you tell me you wanna marry me coz you're old
but I say I'm not yet lomo
He wanna chase girl one day
He say " walau you're so cute" instead of " I Love You Babe"
The girl slapped him and turned away
Then only he realized that girls nowadays are no play play
Budak Cina got a big dream some day
He wanna become Malaysian's first spaceman
But who knows, Muzzafar told him, "No way, I'm the man"
"You thought the cockpit got so BIG punya space meh?"
Of course, he never give up anyway lor
Got time also go taman kap lui lor
At least got kesi kesi jogging got slim jor
When you ask him" Go taman what for?"
He say:" Exercise lor!"
When boy boy blog about his love story
friends say story too sad , must change already
when boy boy wrote in his blog " You PoRaaaaa lar Value Sammi !"
friends say he too rude and too racist
So, he asks himself, " what kind of feeling is this?"
Feel Shit Eat Shit and got shit, but why cannot say "shit!"?
Then if feel happy wanna say " I'm a dead meat?"
Then if feel sucky wanna say " walau, I'm so happy!"?
Mama say if got Sai must pang chut lai,
Cannot 3 days baru go toilet ki gek sai,
If Bak Jiu Zheng ki lai,
Must be you always Luan Luan lai!
Anyhow, Internet is a weird place to lepak-ing
write things cannot always write betul feeling
so if you ask me,
"what the F*** is this??"
then I'll tell you,
THIS IS PONDAN FEELING!
I think ppl dont get this too clearly:
(Definition of Pondan : Not Boy Not Girl, Not Man Not Woman, Not Aunty Not Uncle, Not 3 Not 4. Which means, it is UNUSUAL!!!!!!!!!)
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I've set my own new year resolutions, and they're of No big goals or unreachable targets. I set realistic goals, or I shall say the most basic things that I should do.
1. Concentrate on my studies. Put full force in catching up lessons I've missed or forgotten.
2. Pass all papers, at least, a pass.
3. Sleep early.
4. Get rid my addiction towards MSN Messenger and internet. This is serious.
5. Exercise regularly. Even though I might not have enough time for that or I might be tired after uni lessons, I want to keep myself fit and alert all the time.
6. Put off weight > 15 KGs at least.
7. Pick up the local accent as soon as possible.
8. Always hold onto my principle "Can see but no touch".
9. Always be in a state of "high-motivation". Reduce my taste for melancholic elements.
10.Get a part time work and fit it in well into my schedule soon after my course starts.
11. Importing in an organ/keyboard into my room! This is a must!
I must do it I must do it I must do it, be yourself again dude!
ANOTHER ISSUE ON KEPO-CHI-ING
Being a Kepo Chi is not a bad thing. People can gossip and have fun talking about others personal problems. But it will cause A LOT of unnecessary misunderstanding and also problem just because of the "ke-Kepo-Chi-an" of someone.
Never intend to do things or make decisions for me. I call that kind of action "KePO".
When I say something is OVER, I really mean it. I do not wish to recall or being reminded of old stuffs over and over again. Yea, I'm that kind of people that get moody quite easily, but the LAST THING I would ever expect people to give me is sympathy. I dont need Sympathy from Anyone. I dont like being treated like a sicko or as someone looking for attention all the time. My thinking in some aspects might be a little bit immatured sometimes, but that doesnt mean that I can't handle myself well. As I said above, I'll be less sadist and become more of a happy go lucky man.
So, one thing for my friends,
You Can Kepo WITH ME, but NOT Kepo FOR ME. ok? DONT KEPO FOR ME! DONT DONT DONT!
Happy New Year to everyone! Let's celebrate 2009!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
事业还不算什么。收存起来的钱，够我买一张单程机票，买些行李，几条二手寒衣，还有好几百块的外汇。 执教一年里，最值得的事，那短暂的授课经验；把在边沿徘徊的学生拉回正途，给活在无光世界的失明学生好好上了几堂课。还有，MSN 也无端端多处了百多个学生来。 真是的。
朋友聚了又散，各忙各的大学事务。从一个很渴望有朋友的家伙，到一个喜欢静静写部落格的独行侠，我 希望在星加坡，美国，英国，马来西亚 的朋友，以后有期再会！
年头被ＦＯＲＭ６ ＣＯＭＭＩＴＴＥＥ 叫回学校充数， 给新人讲话。但真想不到，却因此认识了几个９０年代先锋（１９９０年的“马仔”）， Angelia, Blue Ice, Dowie, Yf, LCY 还有久没重逢的Ｄｅｎｎｉｓ。要特别感谢你们，在我这一整年里， 整天被逼要听我讲心事，还有更加惨的是还强迫你们读肉麻的ＬＩＶＥＳＴＡＴＩＯＮ。搞不好你们变成我的辅导师。 哈！多谢！
过去 未来 都有说不完的 感觉
我觉得，其中我最满意的作品是傍 晚 的 秋 蚕，回家，Behind the Braille，风筝飞，低音提琴，下雨，字迹的迴响 还有最近的 外婆。 满意不是因为他们够麻，而我觉得，最能表达出自己说不出的一些感觉。