Counting days is not an easy thing to do.
You gotta withstand the boredom, although you have lots of things to do
You gotta battle the homesick feeling, although you've not even left you house.
You gotta get over the feeling of regret, although things from the past do not matter anymore.
You gotta manage pressures and the loneliness lie ahead, although at this moment you have family and friends accompanying you most of the time.
You gotta taste some tasteless foods meals after meals, although they're very awesome hawker foods that you used to like so much.
And these feelings made me feeling like,
I'm dining my last supper,
every meal and every day and night,
starting from the day I started counting my days.