闭上眼睛
双手合十
祷告的时候
向我涌上来
无助
无奈
真相何时回来
这场梦境
这个路程
何时
会走到最后
上天
求求你
到了终站的时候
把我唤醒
我不要继续
沉睡在里面
小明
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Untitled
Never knew it would hit me so hard.
" Hey XM, you are not you today. From the first minute I saw you this morning, I know you are not XM. What happened to you? Stressing out too much?"
I have to admit that it wasnt my day yesterday, I slept early and was energetic throughout the day, but I just can't focus properly on what I was doing. My mind was lost, somewhere in the middle of the wilderness.
And on that night, experienced one of the most terrifying dreams in my life, I would say. I was constantly running, hiding, seeking for help and yelling out loud. I remember struggling helplessly and no one would ever hear me screaming. The dream was so nasty and disgusting that I nearly threw up in my bed.
I'm putting an end to all these dramas. Go away the all the bad lucks, and please occupy me, Holy Spirit!
Xiao Ming
" Hey XM, you are not you today. From the first minute I saw you this morning, I know you are not XM. What happened to you? Stressing out too much?"
I have to admit that it wasnt my day yesterday, I slept early and was energetic throughout the day, but I just can't focus properly on what I was doing. My mind was lost, somewhere in the middle of the wilderness.
And on that night, experienced one of the most terrifying dreams in my life, I would say. I was constantly running, hiding, seeking for help and yelling out loud. I remember struggling helplessly and no one would ever hear me screaming. The dream was so nasty and disgusting that I nearly threw up in my bed.
I'm putting an end to all these dramas. Go away the all the bad lucks, and please occupy me, Holy Spirit!
Xiao Ming
Friday, March 26, 2010
火星见面
Friday, March 19, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
New Year Resolutions 2010
1. Behave myself. Especially my bloody mouth. Talk less craps.
2. Make more time for studies. Must obtain at least a pass for each unit!
3. Reduce time spent on non-academic internet surfing to 30 minutes a day. Cannot blog more than once in one fortnight. - Holidays not included.
4. Go beach jogging at least once a week.
5. Okay. A more realistic goal than previous year. Need to slim down at least 8 kilos!
6. Quit cheap snacks in campus. Should be able to resist a 50% mark-down on the price tags of canteen foods.
7. Speak proper English in all occasions. Hoping to reduce the excessive usage of -lah, -meh, or yakah..
8. Spend more time watching online sermons, strengthening my faith in the midst of hardships.
9. Get a second job before winter holiday starts.
10. Fix the old guitar, learn some new songs.
Friends, please remind me about these resolutions once a while and check if I'm doing the right thing! =] Thanks!
Wishing everyone a fantastic year of Tiger! rawrrr!
Xiao Ming
2. Make more time for studies. Must obtain at least a pass for each unit!
3. Reduce time spent on non-academic internet surfing to 30 minutes a day. Cannot blog more than once in one fortnight. - Holidays not included.
4. Go beach jogging at least once a week.
5. Okay. A more realistic goal than previous year. Need to slim down at least 8 kilos!
6. Quit cheap snacks in campus. Should be able to resist a 50% mark-down on the price tags of canteen foods.
7. Speak proper English in all occasions. Hoping to reduce the excessive usage of -lah, -meh, or yakah..
8. Spend more time watching online sermons, strengthening my faith in the midst of hardships.
9. Get a second job before winter holiday starts.
10. Fix the old guitar, learn some new songs.
Friends, please remind me about these resolutions once a while and check if I'm doing the right thing! =] Thanks!
Wishing everyone a fantastic year of Tiger! rawrrr!
Xiao Ming
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
A Review on my 2009 New Year Resolution
I set myself a list of new year resolutions last year, and its now the time to see IF I achieved anything, and creating a new list for the year of Tiger.
In 2009.....
1. Concentrate on my studies. Put full force in catching up lessons I've missed or forgotten.
A fairly relaxing first year at uni, for me. Didn't give 100% in my studies.
2. Pass all papers, at least, a pass.
Passed all papers, not all HD's though.
3. Sleep early.
Slept too early. Wish to maintain this habit.
4. Get rid my addiction towards MSN Messenger and internet. This is serious.
Became quite attached to FB and MSN before the major exam of the second semester.
5. Exercise regularly. Even though I might not have enough time for that or I might be tired after uni lessons, I want to keep myself fit and alert all the time.
Managed to go for a run, probably once or twice every week.
6. Put off weight > 15 KGs at least.
Not achieved.
7. Pick up the local accent as soon as possible.
Get tongue-tied whenever I got nervous, Malaysian slang slowly fading away...but it still doesnt sound even a bit like the locals.
8. Always hold onto my principle "Can see but no touch".
Yeah!
9. Always be in a state of "high-motivation". Reduce my taste for melancholic elements.
The busier I got, the less worries I had. Getting a little emo especially during holidays.
10.Get a part time work and fit it in well into my schedule soon after my course starts.
Yep.
11. Importing in an organ/keyboard into my room! This is a must!
Done.
Generally, I'm satisfied with my performance last year, but still there are still plenty of rooms for improvements!
Xiao Ming
In 2009.....
1. Concentrate on my studies. Put full force in catching up lessons I've missed or forgotten.
A fairly relaxing first year at uni, for me. Didn't give 100% in my studies.
2. Pass all papers, at least, a pass.
Passed all papers, not all HD's though.
3. Sleep early.
Slept too early. Wish to maintain this habit.
4. Get rid my addiction towards MSN Messenger and internet. This is serious.
Became quite attached to FB and MSN before the major exam of the second semester.
5. Exercise regularly. Even though I might not have enough time for that or I might be tired after uni lessons, I want to keep myself fit and alert all the time.
Managed to go for a run, probably once or twice every week.
6. Put off weight > 15 KGs at least.
Not achieved.
7. Pick up the local accent as soon as possible.
Get tongue-tied whenever I got nervous, Malaysian slang slowly fading away...but it still doesnt sound even a bit like the locals.
8. Always hold onto my principle "Can see but no touch".
Yeah!
9. Always be in a state of "high-motivation". Reduce my taste for melancholic elements.
The busier I got, the less worries I had. Getting a little emo especially during holidays.
10.Get a part time work and fit it in well into my schedule soon after my course starts.
Yep.
11. Importing in an organ/keyboard into my room! This is a must!
Done.
Generally, I'm satisfied with my performance last year, but still there are still plenty of rooms for improvements!
Xiao Ming
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
黎明
小明以沉重的心，把此稿献给在龙舟意外罹难的钟灵师生，他们的挚爱，亲朋戚友，还有，所有无法忘记这伤痛的人们。
This posting is dedicated to the victims of SMJK Chung Ling Penang Dragon Boat tragedy, their family, friends and of course everyone who mourns the loss of these young lives.
波浪
有规律的向岸边
轻轻地
拍了又拍
像妈妈
背着暖暖的阳光
温柔的
把你唤醒
要你换上
那套在昨日
早已熨好的
校服
海风
尝试在沿海的
石缝
沙堆
吹奏令人鼻酸
的《祝福》
犹如身边的
一草一木
还有
擦身而过
的人们
弯背
俯首，
安静的祷告
只希望
世界会更美好
你我相会的时候
都会微笑
天亮之际
码头上的我
不停的向远处 挥手
仿佛又看见了 你们
还有
那已悄悄离去
的背影
小明
This posting is dedicated to the victims of SMJK Chung Ling Penang Dragon Boat tragedy, their family, friends and of course everyone who mourns the loss of these young lives.
波浪
有规律的向岸边
轻轻地
拍了又拍
像妈妈
背着暖暖的阳光
温柔的
把你唤醒
要你换上
那套在昨日
早已熨好的
校服
海风
尝试在沿海的
石缝
沙堆
吹奏令人鼻酸
的《祝福》
犹如身边的
一草一木
还有
擦身而过
的人们
弯背
俯首，
安静的祷告
只希望
世界会更美好
你我相会的时候
都会微笑
天亮之际
码头上的我
不停的向远处 挥手
仿佛又看见了 你们
还有
那已悄悄离去
的背影
小明
Thursday, January 14, 2010
树阴
在艳阳下
漫步
干而粗糙
的风
带着桉树
那股淡香的亲吻
溜过
我的双颊
我
闭上双眼
感受大自然
的耳语。。
。。。
慢慢的
吸了口气
然后
。。。呼。。。。
穿插
在天篷下
我不禁想紧紧地
熊抱着，你，
大树
感谢你
罩着我的旅程
在那
树阴之间
漫步
干而粗糙
的风
带着桉树
那股淡香的亲吻
溜过
我的双颊
我
闭上双眼
感受大自然
的耳语。。
。。。
慢慢的
吸了口气
然后
。。。呼。。。。
穿插
在天篷下
我不禁想紧紧地
熊抱着，你，
大树
感谢你
罩着我的旅程
在那
树阴之间
小明
Monday, January 4, 2010
What a GIRL wants
To be honest with you all, I'm not a fan of Twilight saga. I remember when the first movie of the series was screened for the first time, Edward instantly became the most admirable fair-skinned(or pale looking) creature on earth. That's a time when pictures of Edward and Bella were seen almost everywhere. Facebook, Friendster, and even on friends' lappy wallpaper."He is.... Hot", sexy", cute", charming", juicy", you name it; over-praising Edward had almost become a daily ritual for girls. ( I'm not jealous-lah) :P
But even before I can fathom this absurdly abnormal phenomenon, Jacob appeared and replaced Edward's status as the sexiest figure in the story. Poor Ed, you rose at first, and then fell because you are obviously lacking something which Jacob possesses - the firm,bronze/tanned and six-packed abs.
Girls are mean, that's a fact I've learned from past experience. Girls fantasize good looking men. And girls love abs and "big guns" too, just look at what happened to Edward and you'll know why.
I'm not crapping here, I'm telling the truth.
I've even found a comment left by a girl of conscience in YouTube to support the 'craps' i wrote here.
>>>
>>>>
LOL
Xiao Ming
But even before I can fathom this absurdly abnormal phenomenon, Jacob appeared and replaced Edward's status as the sexiest figure in the story. Poor Ed, you rose at first, and then fell because you are obviously lacking something which Jacob possesses - the firm,bronze/tanned and six-packed abs.
Girls are mean, that's a fact I've learned from past experience. Girls fantasize good looking men. And girls love abs and "big guns" too, just look at what happened to Edward and you'll know why.
I'm not crapping here, I'm telling the truth.
I've even found a comment left by a girl of conscience in YouTube to support the 'craps' i wrote here.
>>>
>>>>
LOL
Xiao Ming
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas
I would like to wish everyone a really awesome Christmas, and friends, spread the joy to people around you. Christmas celebration here in this place is hopeless.
Where is everyone?
Surrounded by wonderful people in my life and yet feeling extremely lonely and tired. Feeling like the whole world have dumped me aside and care me no more.
Seriously looking forward to going back home.
Where is everyone?
Surrounded by wonderful people in my life and yet feeling extremely lonely and tired. Feeling like the whole world have dumped me aside and care me no more.
Seriously looking forward to going back home.
Bah.... Nonsense!
Merry Christmas anyway. :)
Xiao Ming
Merry Christmas anyway. :)
Xiao Ming
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Lies
When joy,
cheering,
and happy tears
are merely
a Veil,
wrapping up
hatred,
wrath,
and sins.
When hugs,
kisses,
and Vows
are creating bruises
and
breaking hearts
leaving behind
permanent scars
And a battered soul
that never
heal
When a wait
to see promises
germinating
has been too long
or perhaps
I became a little
too lonely
That's when I was left
wandering
without company
in the streets of
Philadelphia
Xiao Ming
cheering,
and happy tears
are merely
a Veil,
wrapping up
hatred,
wrath,
and sins.
When hugs,
kisses,
and Vows
are creating bruises
and
breaking hearts
leaving behind
permanent scars
And a battered soul
that never
heal
When a wait
to see promises
germinating
has been too long
or perhaps
I became a little
too lonely
That's when I was left
wandering
without company
in the streets of
Philadelphia
Xiao Ming
Friday, December 11, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
云
随着
内陆的流风
和蒸汽
你
缓缓地流浪
在晴天
点缀了
空寂的 夏日
但却
苍白了
本已忧郁
的蓝空
就好象
对着你
不知该是喜悦
还是愁
或是执著
还是放手
朝云啊
朝云
你来也匆匆
不在旧地多留
你去也匆匆
就如春梦
的行迹
来，不多时
去则无寻处
内陆的流风
和蒸汽
你
缓缓地流浪
在晴天
点缀了
空寂的 夏日
但却
苍白了
本已忧郁
的蓝空
就好象
对着你
不知该是喜悦
还是愁
或是执著
还是放手
朝云啊
朝云
你来也匆匆
不在旧地多留
你去也匆匆
就如春梦
的行迹
来，不多时
去则无寻处
小明
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
The Shadow
It's the leaves
dancing
in the sea breeze
making that gentle,
yet shattering
noise
of hopelessness
and despair
Where can I seek refuge
from the reality
and its cruelty?
Under the star-studded
sky
Lost, and crippled,
I can't help but to wonder
why am I still here
struggling
to break free
why can't I let go
things that weren't even mine
in the first place
why....
why...
Perhaps,
I may never know
the answers
that lie beneath
the shadows of
ignorance,
and self-deceit.
xiao ming
dancing
in the sea breeze
making that gentle,
yet shattering
noise
of hopelessness
and despair
Where can I seek refuge
from the reality
and its cruelty?
Under the star-studded
sky
Lost, and crippled,
I can't help but to wonder
why am I still here
struggling
to break free
why can't I let go
things that weren't even mine
in the first place
why....
why...
Perhaps,
I may never know
the answers
that lie beneath
the shadows of
ignorance,
and self-deceit.
xiao ming
Saturday, October 31, 2009
A Conversation
In the dark, sacred moment
I found peace
I relinquished
everything and anything
in my life
I slept like never before
sound , and tight
I wrestled through
million thoughts of mine
Love, Anger, Frustration and Hope
Sadness, Freedom, Lust, and Joy
..uncountable...
like the twinkling diamonds in the sky
"oh, talk to someone, my dear"
I heard the the Creator
whispering to me, tenderly
" there you go my boy,
now, you are free.."
Xiao Ming
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