It is really discouraging sometimes for not getting any reply from life. When I shouted at myself once, I feel good and calm after that. But after the second time, the third;the fourth.... I started to feel the lonliness inside of me. It is haunting me. It is hunting me.
I finally decided to start using this tiny little space as my private chamber of thought. And hopefully this blog will serve me as a place where I can express my unhappiness, and at least, with somebody else listening to it.
I will remain anonymous. Good Bye the real me.