Feeling, Lost.

万千灯火燃深夜;天未拂晓，奈何情火早已熄灭,
一阵狂风黎明吹;地已觉醒，唯有枫香悠久依在.

上半句为小明之作，下半句为家盛友人配的下联


Now I understand why,
my feeling is just not right.

It's hard to explain to you,
why I have to be a clown forever
and why I can never be your twilight

And I have just realized,
you have had too much joy, love and fun,
which I can promise you none,
and in fact, I fear I can never ever give you one.

Like in the case that,
I'm a self-proclaim Christian;
superficial faith is not in sight,
not even one tiny single bit;
but deep inside my heart,
Christ is my savior and my guide.
Perhaps I should just forget it
turn around and walk away
as if I've never came across your smile
and demeanor;

but far beyond my self-control,
there is one thing,
and only one-
which is my Feeling,
-that will never sway an inch away from you,
since the very beginning of time.


Xiao Ming