How to be YOUNG?

Someone please tell me how to LOOK and SOUND younger. Not asking for advice on how to become more childish, but how to be YOUNGER.

My physical appearance? My speech? My actions? My facial expression? My wearing? What else? And How?

FAST FAST gimme suggestions on how to become a YOUNGER-21-year-old. Fast lar! Haiyo..

Feeling, Lost.

万千灯火燃深夜;天未拂晓，奈何情火早已熄灭,
一阵狂风黎明吹;地已觉醒，唯有枫香悠久依在.

上半句为小明之作，下半句为家盛友人配的下联


Now I understand why,
my feeling is just not right.

It's hard to explain to you,
why I have to be a clown forever
and why I can never be your twilight

And I have just realized,
you have had too much joy, love and fun,
which I can promise you none,
and in fact, I fear I can never ever give you one.

Like in the case that,
I'm a self-proclaim Christian;
superficial faith is not in sight,
not even one tiny single bit;
but deep inside my heart,
Christ is my savior and my guide.
Perhaps I should just forget it
turn around and walk away
as if I've never came across your smile
and demeanor;

but far beyond my self-control,
there is one thing,
and only one-
which is my Feeling,
-that will never sway an inch away from you,
since the very beginning of time.


Xiao Ming

无题

无限的想象，要是我活在巴洛克时代。。。
I'm in love with J.S Bach.

夜雨

海风强力一刮

呼*呼*呼

打在这四面围墙
乘着顺风车的雨点
也不经意的
泼在无眠的玻璃窗

来吧一串串的水珠
为我串出黑白幻灯片
把小时候
被雨声盖过的抽泣
或是
在沟渠旁折纸船的欢笑
暂时还给我
就这一夜吧

儿时在屋檐旁
望着漆黑的下雨
闪电 雷声 此起彼落
我在发呆着
听着 青蛙 和下雨
在不断的对唱

而我当今
依然在寻觅
那些年 的天真
无顾虑的 优哉

不知北部沙滩
的海水
是不是在咆哮

呼*呼*呼

狂风夜雨 围堵了
西海岸
和我沉思的 漫漫长路


小明

(End of the dry spell in WA :-) )

思念

好久没有时间去想你了，但是大考要到了，有点乱了阵脚；心，慌了，乱了，又忆起你的婀娜，又坠入了你的无底的陷阱。

有时候
翻一翻你
的网上相簿

发现到 你
长得越来越 漂亮
成熟
我悄悄地，对着你
微笑了

离开你越远
你的世界
似乎变得更完整
完美

但，我的
心
偶尔还是会
隐隐作痛

思
还是一样
伤神难受

念
只有一个
你天使般
的那张脸孔



小明

Tagged

Tagged by Dowie Ying , on 'your three favorite albums'.
Have no idea who to tag, so I wont be taggin' anyone today.. hehe
I will start this tag with Kitaro...


This is the first album my dad bought me when i was in standard 5 primary school. Kitaro's musics are the sound from heaven, my dad said. However, during the music lesson at school, my music teacher then, played the music video of kitaro for us to watch. I got chased out from the class because I told 王竞德老师 that Kitaro looks like a beggar. Yea, he looks like one... haha
I still like it alot, it was in cassette by the time.:) I got a few strokes at my backside from him as well, in same year. LOL


'A Rush of blood to the head' is the best album I ever had. By the band COLDPLAY which released their latest hits Viva la Vida, this album was released about 8 years ago. I bought one in batu ferringhi for 6 ringgit, original or pirated one, i dont know :P
It is by far the ONLY band that produces wonderful songs and music ALL THE TIME. It's not like only one or two songs in an album are nice, its ALL songs in ALL albums of Coldplay are nice. Still, I prefer A Rush of Blood To The Head.


Enrique Iglesias is my favorite english Single. In terms of Single, he produces most of the best songs in this album, Escape. Among the songs are Hero, Escape, and his older songs, Bai La mor. Superb!

For Chinese Singles, I would vote for Jay Chou and Wu Bai. :):)



xiaoming

Double Pass to "My Year Without Sex"

Yup. Two movie passes to the MYWS were sent to where I stay today, thanks to Nuffnang! Muacks! Nuffnang Muacks!

Nuffnang? Muacks!

Yea, Nuffnang loves bloggers, and bloggers love Nuffnang. The only thing I dont understand about Nuffnang is why they have not yet advertise anything on my blogs, meaning I dont get to earn anything. But, who cares, I've got tix :P

The problem is, Two Passes. 2, Dua, 两个, Irnde, II.
TWO!
Who can I go with????
WHO?

Yea, no one.

Eh, Jerk258, wanna be my first date?

Boy and Boy watch this movie together? It just doesnt sound quite right. LoL



xiao ming

Practical Mom

I made it!

Wished my mom Happy MOther's day for the very first time in my life.

10th May 2009, I told my mom I loved her, the first time as well.


Well, the feeling is awesome :)


But, as usual, I know my mom very well.
She's the most practical mother on earth.

She replied me this:

DONT PLAY ANYMORE! LoL

Ok, dont play anymore.


Xiao Ming

勇气

谈勇气，我最不行。

从小到大，我有很多怕。我怕鬼，怕暗，怕狗，怕老师，什么都怕。
勇气？更不用讲。
很多事情我都没有勇气去做，去承担，去面对。
虽然做了很多“不要脸”的事，但这未必代表我很勇敢，很有勇气。

爸爸曾经好几次骂我没骨气，全都是因为我对自己的家人不曾说过“对不起”而引起的。
听起来很不寻常，有时父亲做错了一些小事，他都能低声下气的向孩子们道歉；但是，我这个堂堂男子汉，对家人几乎不曾认错过。即使知道自己犯了错，我只会选择与家人自我隔离，不说话一两天，过了几天后又和好如初了。

不过，这并不表示我不知错，不改过。我还有另一个倾向，那就是很容易感到内疚。
生过别人的气后，我很快就会觉得内疚。在这里骂了人家几天后，就开始觉得自己不懂的感恩，不能忍一忍别人的过失。

内疚的感觉很烂，但是，内疚却使我自我检讨，自我提醒。

讲到这里，是不是觉得我很小女孩脾气？

最近在电视的广告播映时，不小心听到了

“Have you told your mom you love her today?”

母亲节要到了。


但是，从小到大，又好像道歉这样，我，不曾告诉过家人，我爱他们。我爱我的妈妈，但是却不曾告诉过我爱她。凭着我在部落格匿名写东西，大概都可以猜到， 我很没有勇气。

父母时常告诉我，他们很爱我，而我也觉得很幸福；我就是没有那一份勇气说一句“我爱你”。
妈妈为我劳碌了这一半辈子，而她也特别疼我， 我想，她到底知不知道我爱她呢？过了整20个母亲节，孩子不曾用言语表达感谢和爱戴，妈妈会不会很伤心低落？

有人说狮子座的都不爱道歉，那有谁能解释不爱说“我爱你”的狮子呢？

和自己的母亲说声“我爱你”， 很难吗？

我没有勇气，没有气概， 会使我变得自私吗？


我还没有打算在母亲节写信回家，
我也不懂要写什么，要怎么写，
虽然看起来很没有诚意，
其实是我没有勇气，

但我还是想借用匿名的方便
很深切的说
"妈妈，我爱你。"

A Mother's Love

watch these videos...worth watching..

小明

Geh Gao

"Geh Gao" is a hokkien term that refers to someone who pretends to be a smart, while in fact, that person is not.


I'm being one Geh Gao person today (just for t0day only) because I ruined two of my coursemate's marks (only one mark lor..sorry lor...) by telling them the wrong answer for buffer calculation.

Hehe. Dont hit me, I know I'm kiam pak, but I didnt do it on purpose!

Feeling like a jerk, but what can I do?Isn't it cute? Hehe

Just like what Soo Chuen loved saying at me "Mai Luan lar, Lu Mai Gek Gao Gao lar!" (Shut up, dont be smart!)

Ok, time to shut up.

LoL


XiaoMing